dueling banjos

I’ve always distrusted the word “normal”.
I am 33 years old, or 33% dead if I live to 100 years old. I have recently started collecting little plastic figures like this:

and I really like the writing of Chuck Palahniuk, whose work has been described like so:
“To Palahniuk’s credit, there is something here to appall almost every [...]

I always wonder if this is just me.  The worry, the stress, the consuming thoughts about what is “normal”, what is acceptable behavior/clothes/words.  I sensor myself a lot on my other blog.  So many things I want to say or react to but worry about offending or being weird or out of place or disrespectful [...]